it's a confusing moment — not because his eyes are blue, but because in the breath of time before he opens, she has no idea what she'll do if they're brown. rehash this entire conversation? try to explain why her legs are nearly around his waist, her breath on his lips? she's not sure she could explain it, if she tried. a failed experiment, or a successful one. hyunsu's monster hands are still not on her, and she likes it a little too much — not because she doesn't want to be touched, but because she likes that he's waiting for her. that if she doesn't give the green light, he won't go any further. like he, as he's always felt, is something that was made just for her.
even the monster. ) Stay still.
( pausing for a second, she leans in and kisses him. it's not an especially bold kiss — more light, dipping her toes into frigid water to see if she can stomach it. she thinks she can. she knows she can, but she doesn't push it, pressing their foreheads together and sucking on her lower lip, eyes falling closed. )
I have to talk to him before I do anything else. ( deep breath. pretending her heart isn't racing. ) Maybe that's how I'll win our bet.
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it's a confusing moment — not because his eyes are blue, but because in the breath of time before he opens, she has no idea what she'll do if they're brown. rehash this entire conversation? try to explain why her legs are nearly around his waist, her breath on his lips? she's not sure she could explain it, if she tried. a failed experiment, or a successful one. hyunsu's monster hands are still not on her, and she likes it a little too much — not because she doesn't want to be touched, but because she likes that he's waiting for her. that if she doesn't give the green light, he won't go any further. like he, as he's always felt, is something that was made just for her.
even the monster. ) Stay still.
( pausing for a second, she leans in and kisses him. it's not an especially bold kiss — more light, dipping her toes into frigid water to see if she can stomach it. she thinks she can. she knows she can, but she doesn't push it, pressing their foreheads together and sucking on her lower lip, eyes falling closed. )
I have to talk to him before I do anything else. ( deep breath. pretending her heart isn't racing. ) Maybe that's how I'll win our bet.