[ if nick were a smart man he would break the moment before all of those things that he has avoided looking at for years rear their heads too intently, because he knows this is a dangerous game. but try as he might to do something sensible, he can't pull away. august is the sun and nick is in orbit, and if the proximity burns him then so be it.
he really does need to get a hold of himself though, because even without the horny layer of desperation clinging to him, part of nick still wants to murmur the oath back into august's skin. his heart, anything, whatever august wants to take, he could have it and more besides--nick just can't think about why he made any of those promises. ]
Do you think you could fall asleep like this?
[ sometimes nick wants things so badly it makes his teeth hurt. august kisses his palm and nick thinks he might just tear himself apart with wanting, might claw open his own chest just to get rid of this swelling pressure he feels every time he watches august's eyelashes flutter. that's a bit much though, so he'll settle for trying to doze off with august still inside of him. ]
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he really does need to get a hold of himself though, because even without the horny layer of desperation clinging to him, part of nick still wants to murmur the oath back into august's skin. his heart, anything, whatever august wants to take, he could have it and more besides--nick just can't think about why he made any of those promises. ]
Do you think you could fall asleep like this?
[ sometimes nick wants things so badly it makes his teeth hurt. august kisses his palm and nick thinks he might just tear himself apart with wanting, might claw open his own chest just to get rid of this swelling pressure he feels every time he watches august's eyelashes flutter. that's a bit much though, so he'll settle for trying to doze off with august still inside of him. ]