[Somber sort of hmmm follows, as Theo sighs - he always seems to lose lovers one way or another. He told himself he was done with letting it bother him but that was always a lie. It hurts every time. Which is why it's so much easier not to get involved, to tell himself just to stay on surface level fuckery. And yet... As if to make himself sound less upset:]
no subject
[Somber sort of hmmm follows, as Theo sighs - he always seems to lose lovers one way or another. He told himself he was done with letting it bother him but that was always a lie. It hurts every time. Which is why it's so much easier not to get involved, to tell himself just to stay on surface level fuckery. And yet... As if to make himself sound less upset:]
It was an open kind of thing. But we were close.