( yeah right, she means to say. this version of hyunsu, maybe — but she knows hyunsu for what he is, what he tries to be. a solution for everyone, a fixer, and helper. if someone else needed him like this, she doesn't doubt he'd give it to them. she admires it about him, likes that he's so good he's unselfish about sharing tiny, sweet parts of himself. she just wishes he'd do a better job protecting those parts, and the rest of him too.
leaving his hands where they are, she lifts hers, thumbing the straps of her dress. her teeth sink into her lower lip, hesitant. nudity is a big, uncomfortable step. after a beat she drops them again, sliding her fingers through his hair, affectionately ruffling him. )
Can you — just. Just close your eyes, again.
( she says it apologetically. a sorry i'm too broken that i can't be naked in front of you. sorry i don't want you to see me. sorry i'm scared you won't like what you see. )
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( yeah right, she means to say. this version of hyunsu, maybe — but she knows hyunsu for what he is, what he tries to be. a solution for everyone, a fixer, and helper. if someone else needed him like this, she doesn't doubt he'd give it to them. she admires it about him, likes that he's so good he's unselfish about sharing tiny, sweet parts of himself. she just wishes he'd do a better job protecting those parts, and the rest of him too.
leaving his hands where they are, she lifts hers, thumbing the straps of her dress. her teeth sink into her lower lip, hesitant. nudity is a big, uncomfortable step. after a beat she drops them again, sliding her fingers through his hair, affectionately ruffling him. )
Can you — just. Just close your eyes, again.
( she says it apologetically. a sorry i'm too broken that i can't be naked in front of you. sorry i don't want you to see me. sorry i'm scared you won't like what you see. )