[ would she be opposed to him teaching her? the thought warms her in a way she's not sure is responsible.
he's her sworn guard, isn't he? sons and daughters from the other families break boundaries with their counsel or guard, as she knows, but her position is different. she's the bloodmaiden. the whole kingdom will look to her for guidance one day, and she can't be anything less than impeccable.
maybe if she wasn't engaged to someone she's known all her life, she woulnd't be so conflicted about the rhetorical. ]
You could just describe it to me. How it feels like, what you do, uhm.
[ she feels ridiculous before she's even done saying her suggestion. ]
You could just show me. Kiss someone else and show me that way, I mean. ——You don't have to if you're uncomfortable! I just thought— I don't know what I thought.
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he's her sworn guard, isn't he? sons and daughters from the other families break boundaries with their counsel or guard, as she knows, but her position is different. she's the bloodmaiden. the whole kingdom will look to her for guidance one day, and she can't be anything less than impeccable.
maybe if she wasn't engaged to someone she's known all her life, she woulnd't be so conflicted about the rhetorical. ]
You could just describe it to me. How it feels like, what you do, uhm.
[ she feels ridiculous before she's even done saying her suggestion. ]
You could just show me. Kiss someone else and show me that way, I mean. ——You don't have to if you're uncomfortable! I just thought— I don't know what I thought.