I think so, yeah, [ truthful, matter-of-fact, ] but I'm still figuring out if I should. Want and should are concepts pretty far apart.

[ Amid the real spirits and real ghosts are figurative ones. The path to this new place where she knows the difference between these two has been an arduous one, lined with mistakes made of blue eyes and back alleys. Also, she doesn't think it would be fair to him when she has little pieces of a maybe-imaginary past staining her memory. ]

It's not Sebastian. But you're warmer! You're warmer. I'm going to narrow it down: does the first letter of his name begin after the letter L?