His behaviour upsets you, and you want to meditate on yourself? If it is not to leave him, then why must you change for him? He committed the offence, not you. You cannot keep giving a man allowances to insult you or disrespect you. You give him permission, in doing so.
If you must truly keep him, then either impress upon him that you mislike what he does and that he should change, or correct his behaviours instead of yours.
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If you must truly keep him, then either impress upon him that you mislike what he does and that he should change, or correct his behaviours instead of yours.