god, I dunno, everyone? people were really pissed. are you worried about someone in particular? I am also kinda worried that I lack any survival instinct. I trusted a lot of wolves.
oh. that's like, a thing?
look at you! you've presented your authentic self to the world! that's tough to do.
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it can be less dramatic than that. being overly disciplined. being alone. being suppressed. these things leave impressions on us.
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I guess that makes sense? I've always thought I just needed to be stronger and learn to get over it.
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no. that's a like, toxic cultural myth. and anybody who says that is probably deeply hurt and refusing to acknowledge it tbh.
I think you're very strong.
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Oh. I mean, it was Alvida, so. I think it was just out of annoyance.
Really? Why?
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I am also kinda worried that I lack any survival instinct. I trusted a lot of wolves.
oh. that's like, a thing?
look at you! you've presented your authentic self to the world! that's tough to do.
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Well, so did I. I think most of them were compelled, so that makes it...sort of better?
What's a thing?
Is it? I just
Sort of felt like I didn't have any other choice.
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yeah maybe.
Alvida?
I still think it's very brave, Koby.
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He could maybe be both. Nice and terrible. Nice and a monster.
Oh. Yeah. I forget how much I've told you about her. I talk about her too much.
Well
Thank you, then.
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yeah. that's possible, right?
it's ok! a lot has happened.
you're welcome. 💕